It’s the long weekend :)

FATFIGHTERS FTW

“Food for thought is no substitute for the real thing.”
- Walt Kelly

Main reason why I can never be anorexic- I love my food too much
I would really rather die happy and fat (as a result of good food) rather than skinny and miserable (from not enough food). HAHAHHAHAHA. This is random, I know. But well, I’ve been indulging my tastebuds quite alot recently with rich food. And I think the positive outweighs (pun intended) the negative side effects for me; in the short run at least

Was supposed to head out with cuzzie today, but he’s a little under the weather Take care of yourself dude!
Going to spend the rest of the day instead starting on marketing/macro projs (can’t keep putting them off) and catching up on my TV shows! (SOUTHPARK XD)

Tata!

Temper, temper.

ARRRGHHHHHHHHHH THE WEATHER IS HORRIBLE!!
It was so nice in the morning, what happened? It’s all hot now, without any breeze.

Maybe another reason I’m this cranky is because I overslept. So irritable now, and to top it off, I can’t feel my air con working >: (
Seriously pissed off big time.
Urgh. Just about anything sets off my temper now.
Whatever lah. Too irritated to elaborate/rant some more. Tsk

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Escape myself

I woke up this morning, and I have never felt this tired, sad, irritated and angry with myself.
Fuck whatever life I have left.

Bright side- skipped macro lecture today, because my parents didn’t pay good money this sem for me to be told “refer to wikipedia” for almost every concept in lectures. I learn more on my own, than stoning in that freezing Lecture theatre for a good 2 hours.

Okay, Need to clear my backlog of work now.
Tata

Who is your Boston?

I’m tired; or should I say frustrated?
I haven’t felt this frustrated in a long time.
Frustrated that things aren’t going my way; that I can’t meet my personal expectations.
Frustrated that I nearly lost it today in class, I couldn’t understand my classmate’s examples when everyone else could. I have to thank Kristine for being patient with me.

I want to get away. Somewhere cold, where everything appears much sharper and clearer away from the humidity. A week or 2 alone, to straighten myself up.

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun
Oh dear, you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed
Some world you must have crossed

You said, You don’t know me
You don’t even care
She said, you don’t know me
You don’t wear my chains

She said, I think I’m going to Boston
I think I’ll start a new life
I think I’ll start it over
No one knows my name
I’ll get out of California
I’m tired of the weather
I think I’ll get a lover
I’ll fly ‘em out to Spain

I think I’m going to Boston
I think that I’m just tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I’m tired of the sunset
Here it’s nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Boston;
No one knows my name

I think everyone has their own Boston, be it a place or a person that they run to when it gets too much.
Boston is a nice idea to escape to.

I think I’m losing my head :/

I don’t know what’s been happening to me over the past few days.

Lack of sleep, lack of sleep and this tiny tiny nagging evil voice in the back of my mind that tells me I’m screwed for this sem. Can’t understand things that are going on during lectures/tuts, papers yet to be completed.

Yesterday I was so tired, I don’t know why I simply fell asleep whenever I could. In the car, at grandma’s, on a sofa at some furniture store (ok, maybe not the last one. But I nearly did. And It was kinda embarrassing)

Sorreh to one and all for the weird msn behaviour/ bi-polar temperaments/ horrible sense of humour I have displayed over the past few days. Especially La Familia. If I were born in any other family, I would have been shipped off to woodbridge a long time ago. And they would have the key to my cell thrown away.

Okay, time for school now.
Oh and and I can’t wait to wear my thai gigolo shirt I got yesterday at the thrift Hahahaha!

HAHAHAHA LOOK WHAT WE HAVE HERE!

I always laugh to myself (sometimes not so discreetly )whenever I see rey’s expression in this pic! Took quite a few silly shots in the library with the girls the other day. Really glad for them, making each day that little bit more interesting and less dull

I need to catch up on tuts backlogs soon. Sigh, don’t want to lag behind everyone else.

I need balance my time properly, and focus for this sem. Can’t let myself down.

I’m down to my last strike

DIEEEE LAST CHANCE BEFORE I’M GROUNDED FOR BUSTING CURFEW YET AGAIN

This calls for me to get a new watch. One that looks nice, and won’t conk out on me mid-day.

Damnit I don’t want to be grounded lah!!!

TGIF!

Another week over, I’m starting to fall back into a routine. And I realise also that letting people affect you- people who don’t matter- won’t get you anywhere

Yesterday was a crazy day.
Went for pepper lunch with The Girls, and we came out of the place smelling like sizzled meat. See Evon, the food not so bad right
Everyone went COMPLETELY MAD inside the face shop after the meal. I’m not shitting you. Imagine 6 girls standing around the nail colour bar testing through the samples, ruining each other’s nails by painting them in all the available shades. We weren’t exactly quiet about it either ._. HAHAHA

Hung out with Bestie at my place for the evening. Webcammed with a few people, disturbing some of their sleep by making them watch us (Sorry Audrey! Don’t kill me k, I want to be able to live past monday and into the next sem HAHA!) doing really retarded things. Epilating hairy legs, painting fingernails bright bloody red, camwhoring with my hello kitty guit.
In short, being nuisances to the people online yesterday HAHAHA

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yayness I have a much much lighter workload today, since I got 80% of my work done over the past week!
I wanna go for a jog, but the weather doesn’t look too promising now

I really had fun yesterday with my company. Thanks everyone for totally making my week

15 things, 15 people

1. Thanks for being there and listening to me during my low points over Starbucks and midnight smses.
2. You are like a sister to me. I believe in your abilities, and so should you.
3. The time I spent massacring a thousand-year old language with you were the best in those 4 years.
4. You taught me to treasure each and every day/person around me.
5. I can’t be bothered.
6. I see alot of my perfectionist and neurotic side in you. And I like it!
7. Homo Homo Sapiens is what you are.
8. Stop saying you’re fat. Because you’re not.
9. I wish I could be half as outgoing as you are.
10. You deserve much better than that loser.
11. You are one of the smartest, most helpful person I know.
12. Despite all the shit/drama/whatever, I know I’ll always want you around as my friend. I hope you do too.
13. I like it when you play music around the house.
14. I’m sorry for making your life difficult when I was a child.
15. I wished I were a better friend for you, as you are to me.

I hope you can find yourself among the 15. I may never  tell any of this to any one of the 15 in person.

But someday when I’m brave and strong enough, I hope I can